Admerxin13

I wish that I could forget it all- Every kiss. Every held breath. Every dream I ever wasted with you. I wish I didn't feel dead. I wish that I didn't have to hide my blank stare with a smile. I wish that I didn't have to spend evey waking moment fighting tears and every unconcious one looking at you with reverence. I am walking in circles. I am covering my tracks in the snow as I go. I don't know where I am now, and I wish that you were here to guide me back to the sunny road I'm blind to. Just for a moment, I wish, let me be numb. Isn't this pain supposed to numb me? Aren't I supposed to feel nothing and live in a world of grey? All the sto